Diary

my whole life,
just staggering

between
sheer determination
to survive

and
boneless,
utter
collapse

flopping,
paper-backed

waiting

to get better at this

wilfully
ignorant

(a mindset
to survive)

slowly

growing a spine,
hard-covered

the days don’t get easier

but i will keep
my secrets—

just
cast me

on the
fire.

 

Anna Kander is a writer in the United States. She writes with her sidekick, a fearless blue fish who doesn’t realize he’s only one inch tall. Her work is published in some magazines, probably. Find her at http://annakander.com.

 

Paper Cheerleaders

 

fair-weather friends—

cut-out paper dolls unfolding
from white paper

cheering triumphs atop pyramids
successes, not struggles

overlooking sturdy shoulders
and bruising practice falls

you start to look the same
row after row

flat and colorless
strung between triangles of air—

pieces of you, missing
that harsh hands snipped away

crinkling and wavering
i see through you

i want to crumple you
pile you in the corner, without care

as missed shots at the wire basket
beneath my desk

because i have other shots to take
with more weight

than paper

 

Anna Kander is a writer in the United States. She writes with her sidekick, a fearless blue fish who doesn’t realize he’s only one inch tall. Her work is published in some magazines, probably. Find her at http://annakander.com.